不放弃

是很难，很累，很辛苦。
但都這麽些年了，现在才放弃也太蠢了。
不是说坚持就是胜利。坚持是重要的，坚持到最後，哪怕真的不成功也不後悔。

父親

那天在開車途中，停在红绿灯前，看到很温馨的一幕。
在巴士上，一個父親爲刚吃完零食的兒子擦洗，很细心的從嘴到手到做到了。一個大男人如此细心，我想到我也有一個好父親。

自小學那篇背影，已不易忘记父親的爱。
我很幸運，我自認我有一個一百分的二十四孝爹地。他會為我操心所有事，衣食住行到工作，他伸麽都帮我想到做到了。没几個父親會為女兒每天准备三餐的，我爹地有。 我太依赖他了，我自認不算是一個孝顺女。

會有這麽一天的，我會好好孝顺他的。

earthquake

This is the first time I experience earthquake.
I was having lunch and I felt the whole room was shaking. It was not really done, and it was not that serious. I didn't think it was that big of deal until everyone freaked out in my office. I guess I never think Toronto would have an earthquake.I didntt really think this small shake would become a big deal.

Then I called my dad, he is the first and only one I thought of to call. I guess it is true that you think of the most important people when it comes to death or live.

This earthquake comes from Ottawa. Apparent there is a fault line in east coast of Canada near St. Lawrence river that I didn't know. To me, it just became another topic to talk about in the office now. People who work in an office would understand what I mean.

Convocation

Today is my convocation. It is the first convocation of mine that I attend.
I think it is worth it, even though the whole day is very tiring and I had to wake up at 4am.
If I am not doing my master degree, this would be the only convo of mine, should of take it more seriously.

The entire ceremony went pretty fast and smooth. Western is doing three people on the stage at a time, so the entire thing only took two hours. We just spend a lot of time of taking pictures around the campus. After all, Western got a pretty nice campus.
Actually, I have never seen Western in so much green before. I always only spend fall and winter there, I only saw snows...

Congratulation to all graduates!!! It took us four years to get to today after all. We all deserve the honor and celebration.

World Cup

another four year..
FIFA World Cup is like a land mark for me. It is always taken place on my graduation year, elementary school, high school, university undergraduate... Soccer players all around the world trained four years to prepare for this month. Four years of university, what did it prepare me for?

I watched the match England VS. US today.
It is pretty classic that Chinese people cheer for team England.
However, it was another time of disappointment.

還會有回報嗎？

真的想知道，今日的辛苦和淚汗最終會有回報嗎？
還是，明知沒有回報還在傻傻地努力？

都說，努力得到的東西，到最後會格外珍惜，格外開心。
讓我說，不勞而獲才開心。千辛萬苦才得到的，只有更怕失去，反成了壓力。

這條路如此辛苦，真的值得嗎？
他們都說值得，但我真的看不到那會有回報的未來。
真的看不到...

still...

Honestly, it does not mean anything anymore. However, I still want to thanks everyone who remembers.
After all these years, it becomes more and more meaningless. If I have an option, I rather time stops sometimes. Now days becomes more and more stressful and unhappy. I just hope I would have a higher EQ to handle all these.
After all, no one really cares and helps. It is all about yourself.

what a day...

In terms of experience... I gain quite of bit of new experience today.
The first time I got involved in a car accident.
The first time my car got tolled.
The first time I need to deal with collusion specialist and claiming insurance.
The first time I sat in a police car and been interviewed by a police officer.
...

原來是很難的

很佩服那些能夠每天寫文的人，原來是很難的。
每天至少八５個小時在公司，三個小時在路上，兩個小時在健身室。回到家已經過了吃飯時間，還得做功課。我不是動作快的人，每天早上還得花兩個小時准備午飯，裝扮好才出門。試問還哪有時間寫文？呵，所以不用節食也減磅，還天天吃巧克力呢。
相信忙的人絕不只我一個，對於大多人來說，我的還不算忙的。但他們能夠堅持寫文，且都寫得很好。他們也有其他生活和娛樂，這就是我要學習的。從不知道自己會如此被時間控制，歸根到底是自己做事不夠校率。

Month of June

It is June again... as my cousin said, I am getting old again.
It is been a busy year, but I know the upcoming year is going to be even busier and more tiring. I rather have a try now than regret ten years later that I didn't give a try now.

I am going to update my new job for a bit.
Yes, being the newest and the most junior employee in the company, it is very stressful and worrying. I am always too afraid to leave on time, always the first one get to office, always worried to make mistakes, always take short lunch (even I have assignments due on the date.)...
However, I am thankful that all seniors in the company are nice. They are all willing to teach me and help me out. They wouldn't mind to give me some hints and reminders. Plus, after two weeks of work, I am finally getting a hand of the work.

I did bookkeeping, tax returns..now I am getting to compilation and review engagements. It is a lot of work but I appreciate the opportunity that the partner provides.

PS. I think doing exercise after work is a good stress release. I have been going to the gym after work everyday, it is quite useful.