graduating

finally done undergrad.
actually, it is not anything special. it is pretty any one walking on the street holds an undergrad degree. there is not point to feel good or relieve about it. plus, there is still a lot more to do after this.

during the exam period, only gets 4~5 hrs or sleep per day; after exams, still only sleep 4~5 hrs a day. this doesn't make sense. >_<

怪誰

遇到不順的事情是，你怪誰？找不到工作，沒錢買房，你怪誰？怪社會，怪政府，怪經濟不好？有沒有想過怪自己？是自己不夠努力，是自己不夠能干，是自己不夠醒目。上一代的人，經濟和物質條件都比我們差，為什麼他們可以白手起家，可以成功？因為他們不怨誰，他們努力向上爬。不是說他們沒有運气，際遇當然很重要。Luck is when preparation meets opportunity.

覺得這一代人太勇敢了，少少事就吵要改變制度。不是說改變不好，有改變才有進步。但在吵著怨別人時，有沒有想過是自己做的不夠。不是每個人都是天才，有人的資質的確有限，但我會主張笨鳥先飛。我是神經緊張的人，有事通常都覺得是自己的錯。又或者是因為自己沒有自信，總覺得犯錯的是自己。也可以說我不夠勇敢，沒有這個膽去吵著要改變。

代替品

記得小時候，你可能會有很多玩具，玩厭了一個就去找另一個去代替。那又有沒有一個是無法代替的呢？還是有很多時候，寧願有個不合格的代替品拿在手也是好的。小朋友不懂得寧缺勿濫這個道理，但成人也不見得懂得。或者，是因為生活太折磨人了，得到已經很好，哪怕不合格也滿足了。

明明是有要求的，但在遇到困難的時候，就放棄了，選擇退居其次。人都比較喜歡舍難取易，覺得某樣東西太難取得了，就寧願要個較容易得到的代替品。如果是我，再難我也會去試，去爭取。得不到我會死心，會接受，但如果沒有試過就放棄，我不甘心。哪怕是代替品，我也要最好的代替品。不是我要求高，而是有要求才會有進步。一個人可以不成功，但不可以不進步。

但是有些人有些事物是無可代替的，失去了就是失去了，留下的只有回憶和遺憾。

believe

If you remember, the song "I believe" had been overplayed during Olympic time earlier this year. Every time I hear this song, I ask myself, "Do I still believe?" When a person meets hardship, becomes weak, wills to give up; believing is what motivates you to get up and move on. Maybe I disappointed in many things, but I still want to believe. Hopefully, I will get it eventually.

hope the song and lyric motivate you as well. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vrCA0HK-yO0

There comes a moment when my heart must stand alone
On this lonely path I've chosen
Like a house thats not a home

Sometimes when I feel I've had enough
And I feel like giving up
You willed me to be all I can be
Now nothing can stop me

I believe in the power that comes
From a world brought together as one
I believe together we'll fly
I believe in the power of you and I

This is the moment we have dreamed of all our lives
We'll be the change we wish from others
We'll stand tall for what is right
And in my heart there'll be no doubt
The arms of the world will come reaching out
And embrace me to be all I can be
Now nothing can stop me

I believe in the power that comes
From a world brought together as one
I believe together we'll fly
I believe in the power of you and I
I believe in the power of you and I

I believe, I believe, I believe in..
I believe, I believe in you
I believe, I believe, I believe in..
I believe, I believe in you
I believe, I believe, I believe in you

I believe together we'll fly
I believe in the power of you and I
I believe the time is right now
To stand tall and make the world proud
I believe together we'll fly
I believe in the power

I believe in the power that comes
From a world brought together as one
(Of you and I)

I believe together we'll fly
I believe in the power of you and I
(Power)

I believe the time is right now
(Of you and I)
Stand tall and make the world proud

I believe together well fly
(Together we'll fly)
I believe in the power of you and I
I believe in the power of you and I

情有獨鍾

情有獨鍾這個詞已不常用了。今天的人有太多的選擇，哪怕得到了也想要更好的。還有多少人會對一個人或一樣事物情有獨鍾？情有獨鍾重點在那個獨字，哪怕其他的再好也比不上。除了那一個，其他的都看不上眼。
以前人資物資沒有現在豐富，也沒有現在方便。但現在的人像是沒有從現那麼幸福。誘惑多的，選擇多了，人已忘記專一的好處。總覺的失去了也不要緊，找個更好的就可以了。到最後發覺新不如舊的時候才後悔當初沒有抓著那曾經最好的。又或者，跟本就沒有真正喜歡過。
人與人之間需要緣分，人與物之間如是。但是緣由天定，分在人為。如果不珍惜，再有緣分也會失去。失去後才後悔就太遲了。

almost done...

17 days... then the undergraduate career is  done.

it has been busy for the last two weeks. finally, all the assignments, presentations and interview are done. now only has exams left, of course the hardest part.

what is next after graduation?

Easter Weekend

I just realized I didn't post for Easter Weekend last year.
Easter weekend consists Good Friday and Easter Sunday. It is celebrating Jesus resurrected from dead on the third day of his crucifixion. I am not religious, but I do like all these religious long weekends. We would usually take the day off and relax for a bit.

HOWEVER....
I don't get any of these this year.
I have to stay in school, pull all nighter for assignments and studying, don't even have time to cook and sleep. I am sure it is not the last long weekend I would have to spend like this.