回到温書的日子

夏天终於到了，多市的冬天就是太長了。经歴了那苦闷的四月，我也開始我這個悠長的温書假期。坦白说，不用朝九晚五的上班工作真的很不错，我還真适合做一個自由工作者。這两天我也没有偷懒，還是一早起来，到Starbucks讀書，做该做的事。但是没有了办公室的压抑，享受着阳光，人的心情會比較轻松。

其實我也只剩不到三十天的温書時间了，是應该好好抓紧讀。雖然會羡慕别人在享受夏天，但也明白每個人都有属于自己的人生。真的不能把自己的内在跟别人的表面比，你並不知道别人在那幸福的後面经歴了多少。很有可能在别人看来，你比他們都幸福。路是自己选的，跪着也要走到终點。

Queen Street

I went shopping in downtown Toronto today. i didn't go to a mall or anything indoor. I really appreciate the nice sunshine outside today after six months of winter and three weeks of rain. Today is pretty warm, I can finally wear my short. ^o^ As I said, people don't appreciate what they have everyday, they tend to take it for granted. When the nice weather comes after a long winter, you will appreciate it more.

Queen streets is a shopping district in downtown. It is like Bloor Street, but instead of all the big brand name store, they have some designer stores in the area. In general, I like to shop on the street better than shop in a mall, especially this nice weather. It reminds me of HongKong, you get more feeling of the city.

I see a few interesting things on the street today. First, I see two little boys singing for money on the street. They are actually not bad, lots of potential. Then, I see this Miss. Canada walking on the street with a bunch of followers. It was creating a whole scene in the middle of the street. At the end of the district, there is a performance of magic show. This is the street culture in downtown. I am a typical uptown girl, sometimes I figure I should head downtown more often instead staying in this nice and safe neighborhood for too long.

又到母親節

每年母親節我都會送花給媽媽。媽媽是一個很低调的人，不喜歡虚荣的東西，平時也不追求時尚或名牌，只要實用就好。但我總覚得，女人心底總有想收花的想法，所以作爲女儿的，一年一次送媽媽鲜花想她開心。但是今年没這样的機會，只能打电话送上祝福，希望她能開心，放心。
小時可能知道但不明白，在世上，除了父母再没有人會為自己付出而不求回报。现在是真的懂了，如果没有父母作强大的后盾，靠自己一個人根本没法如此無後顾之忧去实践自己的理想。父母不一定要很有钱，钱够用就好，衣食无忧就好。重要的是父母能給你指条明路，教你怎样在人生路上走下去，这就足够了。有些父母在叹子女不争气的同時有没有想過是否自己當初身教不當？

it is coming to the end...

Tax season is almost over. This is not the end of it, it is actually the start of my study journey. The past month is not as bad as I expected. I didn't get as much as OT as I thought. Good management of a company is very important, HR control is essential to a firm's success. Management should have a good control of a company's capacity. Under staff restricts the firm's growth and over staff is purely wasting resources. The theory is simple and straight forward off the textbook, but I realize it is hard to control when it comes to real world.

It would be another start for me very soon. I should really get into the mode. Hopefully, it will go well.

know when to leave

A personal will have difference stop during his lifetime. Someone told me, a person's life is like a trip. You meet different people on the trip, people come and go in your life. Some people may spend a longer time with you, some people you may only see once and never get to meet again. There are different stops during the trip, if you like the place, you may stay long, if not, you leave right away.

I am thinking, you should know when is the right time to leave a place. People tend to stay in one spot where they feel comfortable with. Being stable is good, but it is not always a good thing. Maybe I am not stable yet? I still want to try a lot of different stuff, I want my life to be fulfill with different kinds of experience, even some of them are painful and tough. I personally think, if this place doesn't give you anymore opportunity to develop, to make to be a better individual, it may be a time for you to leave.

Of course, you cannot always learn everything from one place. However, you should learn and take what you need, waht is the most suitable for you. You don't take and leave, always be thankful and remember the goods others provide.

Arthur

It is tax season, working six days a week and OT everyday is not fun. >-< However, I learn that balancing between work and life is important. I manage to have watch a movie last night. It is been a while since I went to a theatre and watch a movie.

This movie is not GREAT, but it is funny. It is pretty fun to watch after OT work. Rusell Brand played pretty well in this movie, surprisingly. I guess the director picked the right actor for this role. Although, I think he needs some improvement on his 'lazy' English if he wants more potential in film industry. The storyline is nothing new, it implies the obvious meanings. 'money' is not everything.

I personally think it is a dl movie. However, there is nothing wrong to watch it on a girls night, chilling with your girls after work with this movie. =)

十年前後

十年前
剛移民，很多不適應，但自己並不覺得。有太多的不懂，不明白，但以為自己懂得很多。有很多想法，很多夢想和理想，但只有想，沒有做。有很多事想試，想做，不怕死，不怕受傷，不顧結果，只求體驗。
十年後
希望回頭看覺得現在的自己有多不足，就證明真的進步了。把眼前的每一樣事都做好，去到更高的位置。去更遠的地方，看更多的事。重要的是要感到幸福。

真的，有時後要回頭看看，知道自己得到了甚麼，錯過了甚麼。反省自己做對了甚麼，做錯了甚麼。無論過去再不堪回首也是屬於自己的過去，過去造就了今天的自己。不能好好面對過去等於沒有接受真正的自己。活在當下是應該的，但也要對未來的自己有期望。有要求才有進步，太滿足現在的自己對將來沒好處。